Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Sorrow's Rambling


Why is it the people that we love the most
Can cut the deepest wounds?
Make our heart feel such pain
That all we want to do is curl up in a ball

Some of them make promises and with little heart
Fall through at the last minute
Tears fall like huge rain drops and
Weeping sobs sound like thunder

Why is it the people that we love the most -
We can always forgive?
We forgive them in a short time but
for them, it's longer, if ever.

Why is it the people that we love most -
Can say such sweet and kind words about others
But barely mention the ones they love
without a negavitve denotation behind it?

These are my Sorrow's Ramblings

Sunday, June 21, 2009

To my friend...





There you stand before me
With eyes full of pain
Such longing to be free
With tears falling like rain

No human affection
Building up walls
Trying for connection
A heart that stalls

No more questions
No more self doubt
Start with actions
Please don't checkout

All you need is a hand
Some kindness of strangers
Enough to withstand
A few rough encounters

Need to take the time
To chip at the stone
To hear heart's chime
Never again to be alone

This fight...


Allowed you to beat me
The misery you put me through
There is so much blood you see
Your words do not ring true

All things you have me believe
Another victim dies tonight
You are only here to deceive
Blood will shed during this fight

I will win, I will survive
I am no stranger to this
I know I am alive
It’s you I’ll dismiss

Monday, May 25, 2009

To be numb?


The words unspoken
The heart that is broken
All I can feel is pain
And there’s nothing to gain

Dreams are put on the shelf
Too afraid to be myself
A never ending night
All I can do is fight

Hush voices in the mind
Screaming echoes to find
Green eyes moist with tears
My body aching with fears

Would it mean any thing?
If I should say something
Of words that can not come
Or should we stay numb?

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Sisters


Through our highs and lows
We can see it through
With beatings and blows
I will always love you

My sister to the end
Our life is just to begin

Through the ups and downs
We can see it through
Will be no more frowns
I will always love you

My sister to the end
Our life is just to begin

Trapped in my mind
We need to stay strong
Your words need to find
No matter when it’s wrong

My sister to the end
Our life is just to begin

Together we stand
Roads apart
Here’s my hand
A fresh start

I will always love you, my sister, my friend!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Where’s my castle
So many dreams on the shelf
Nothing but a big hassle
No more tears to be cried
Everything has been tried
Looking for all the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
All hopes are on the stars
What a pleasant dream


Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Where's my black knight
Always putting up a fight
With eyes that melt
With heartache felt
Never letting go
What a pleasent dream


Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Can dreams come true?
Tortured through and through
Need to breath
Need to be free
Cut my wrists
Turns and Twists
What a pleasent dream

Friday, May 1, 2009

A Voice Within?




In the shadows of the dark night
So many fears
Beautiful green eyes filled up with tears


Has no idea what's in store
Standing so bold
In her mind, feeling so old


Another nightmare to come true
These wounds won't heal
Pain and darkness seems too real


Long last words whisper to me
Deafening sounds
A voice within slowly found


Peering through sliver of light
Nothing but shouts
Crawling through mud to get out