To be numb?

The words unspoken
The heart that is broken
All I can feel is pain
And there’s nothing to gain

Dreams are put on the shelf
Too afraid to be myself
A never ending night
All I can do is fight

Hush voices in the mind
Screaming echoes to find
Green eyes moist with tears
My body aching with fears

Would it mean any thing?
If I should say something
Of words that can not come
Or should we stay numb?

Sisters

Through our highs and lows
We can see it through
With beatings and blows
I will always love you

My sister to the end
Our life is just to begin

Through the ups and downs
We can see it through
Will be no more frowns
I will always love you

My sister to the end
Our life is just to begin

Trapped in my mind
We need to stay strong
Your words need to find
No matter when it’s wrong

My sister to the end
Our life is just to begin

Together we stand
Roads apart
Here’s my hand
A fresh start

I will always love you, my sister, my friend!

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Where’s my castle
So many dreams on the shelf
Nothing but a big hassle
No more tears to be cried
Everything has been tried
Looking for all the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
All hopes are on the stars
What a pleasant dream


Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Where's my black knight
Always putting up a fight
With eyes that melt
With heartache felt
Never letting go
What a pleasent dream


Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Can dreams come true?
Tortured through and through
Need to breath
Need to be free
Cut my wrists
Turns and Twists
What a pleasent dream

A Voice Within?

In the shadows of the dark night
So many fears
Beautiful green eyes filled up with tears


Has no idea what's in store
Standing so bold
In her mind, feeling so old


Another nightmare to come true
These wounds won't heal
Pain and darkness seems too real


Long last words whisper to me
Deafening sounds
A voice within slowly found


Peering through sliver of light
Nothing but shouts
Crawling through mud to get out