God?

His voice whispers to me

Wiping my tears and clothes bloody

His ghostly warm embrace

Only with HIM, enternal grace

Forgiveness is ours to give

Only way to know how to live

To believe in oneself

Is to believe in HIM

To My Husband

To the man I love

With heaven above

Your arms to protect

With words to respect

Nothing I won't do

To be here with you

The sacrifices you give

Always being supportive

The gentleman I adore

Forever my heart is yours

To be forever your girl

Can we be still for awhile?

Would you go that extra mile?

Can you make the world disappear?

With just you and me standing here?

Can you love a kindred spirit?

Always trying to be perfect

Need to be in your arms

Dazzle me with your love and charms

Hold me tight and never let me go

Fill me up, don't leave me hollow

I've never wanted the world

Just to be forever your girl

Never becoming a cold statue

The hour glass is sitting on the table

Time is always running out
Is my life just a fable?
Or is it time to check-out?

Never been afraid to take a stand
Always fighting for what is right
Sometimes I'm drowning in quicksand
Fire in my soul to ignite

People will always let me down
But they can never steal my crown
For my heart will remain open
And my insides will not harden

To judge ME!

No one talks

About the monsters

Strangers mock

Deep seeded cancers

Who are you

To cast the first stone

Misguided views

Tear me to the bone

My heart bleeds

Deep cuts to the wrists

I won't concede

I'll always resist

On my knees

Only for him to see

For HE is the one

To judge ME!

Timing

As darkness creeps inside

Where I find my solace

Dreams and Nightmares collide

No heart to bare witness

Rain tapping on the window

Shadows on the wall take form

Candle lit halls to follow

Where I can hide from the storm

His scratchy voice calls to me

My green eyes pleading for him

It's the real me that he sees

His actions are not done on whim

A new chapter to begin

Our fingertips lightly touch

Tracing outlines of our skin

Could my heart bare this much?

Begging him to not let go

Timing was our only crux

Whispers sounding like echoes

Feelings were always a flux

Time will foresee

On the surface it wasn't meant to be

Thoughts of you run deep

Our hearts longing to be free

We meet only in sleep

To feel you against me

Words carry on breath

No longer to be empty

Silence is our death

What would it be like

For this to be reality

Our passion to take flight

Only time will foresee